My Beloved Child,
It seems God has different plans for us. Your beautiful soul has left this world to be with Jesus. We will have to wait a bit longer to meet you, but when we do, it will seem like only a moment has passed. I am so sad, but at peace. God has helped me keep my hands open before Him, so I am broken, but not shattered. I still love you beyond words, Child. You will always be my first baby. I will always remember the five weeks of joy that I knowingly carried you inside me. I am so thankful to our Father for the gift of your life.
So for now, Joy Pollman, goodbye, but not for long.